eh i dun get it.. when im expecting bf to reply my smses, it doesnt happen.. it will usually end up friends chatting with mi.. then on a wkend like today when bf is outfield, nobody looks for mi.. msn and smses are totaly /ignored. n it turns out bf sms-ing & callin mi.. wth?
when i wan to stay home n rest, i get invitations to go out.. when i wan to go out, im STUCK at home. tsk. wats up with that. freak.
grrrrr.
/ignore mi n u get it. ARGH. pissed off. u, u & YOU! all guilty! PISSED OFF!
heartbroken
sometimes i dun understand why is it so difficult.
to mi.. i feel its easy and jus takes a tiny bit of effort but a whole lot of thoughts. it shows alot.. but to u.. it seems like a very difficult task. n theres always alot of "reasons" for not being able to do it..
im tired. already highlighted this issue so many times.. but.. it still remains the same..
im so tired..
(forget it.. jus forget it...) i feel so demanding.. is this really too much to ask for? y not u tell mi.....
so tired..
sometimes i wonder... is it really time to move on?
to further my studies?
to change job?
work's been... quite dreadful. everyday is so tiring. by the end of the day, i would be dead-tired.
so many times i almost breakdown.. almost blow up.. but got to swallow everything. so restricted. work keep coming from all sources. when i try to pass to others, it will bounce back "no time no time"
"eh help mi lah"
"u help mi do k? thx!"
"i think is this this this this right? ar bo u do this this this loh?"
"hey i jus forward u a case. help mi take a look k!"
"eh agnes.. i left 1 case on ur desk while u away.. take a look ya?"
is it mi? jus bad at this kinda things?
everyday is jus waiting for 6 to come. once the clock strikes 6, i would feel so relieve and then run off. its not like i totally finish all my cases. i jus wan to run away.
been always thinking of taking leave. but its hard cos, alot of ppl is clearing their leave.. and i don't want to waste my leave since its only March. haix.
miss school days.. will i be happier at all going back to school? or changing field?
i still rmb i was so excited on this day! "its over!!"
although was kinda sad that we will all be parting ways and i will be going to work.. *mixed feelings*
oh wells. life is so stressful... its making mi run away. need to escape.
happy moo moo yr! cny been gd i hope? =D but i dun feel much of the cny festive festive mood everywhere.. 
*drools*
i wan to buy this phone! Sony Ericsson G705... buttttt... i got to save up... n the phone im using is still relatively new.. so perhaps this phone still got to wait 6 months before i can really change. aww... oh wells! =D
i dyed n cut my hair today!! $_$ sad thing is the colour is not very obvious.. n i didnt really cut my hair.. only cut the fringe... n trim abit.. soo... >.< wanted to highlight my hair.. but its okay.. maybe next time =)
im very disappointed.
anyway, even though there were several events that spoilt my friday (like TGIF).. i still manage to spend it well.. shopping with the girls in town... bought a bit of stuff.. bumped into xiaohui! lolx.. some long ago.. (n as usual some familiar faces again whenever i go out).. after the shopping, we went to holland v to chill n relax.. drank abit.. chit chat alot.. laughed alot.. very enjoyable.. this is the kind of wkend that i will look forward to...
bf gg to guest play in band... hmmm... sian.. means his sat will be burnt.. *snores*
oh well.. some time for myself then..
some ppl can get really ridiculous becos of a girl.. n im disappointed.. by these 2 guys..
tsk tsk.. really disappointed. oh well.. im jus an insignificant being thats all.. n im jus overreacting..
omg.. donnie is a Leo... same as xiaozhu! =D
L C Y, Agnes
24th Oct 1987
its just me and myself
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